Of the Moment
Last Updated - Agust 1st  4:02 AM 2002
    For those of you who are newcomers Welcome to my "Of the moment" section. This is where I just jot down my thoughts of the moment, whenever I have something I want to get out into writing. Writing's one of my best outlets, so that's why this section exists. Archives of some past moments can be found here. If you think an entry should be archived, let me know.  All that being said let's see what's going on.

Song of the Moment - "Interrupted by Fireworks" from Final Fantasy VII Download It!
   Shout-out/Dedication to the person who got me playing Final Fantasy VII again. Thanks!  =)

    Started Playing FF7 again. So I chose a song from it for the latest OTM.  It's a nice, mellow, relaxing tune, great for reflecting on things to, so it's been working well right now. FFVII is such a beautiful game. It's graphics may now be a little dated, but its story is still ahead of the time.

    Thoughts of the moment. - I don't know why i've been thinking about this, but I just have been wondering about getting close to someone. That's not that part that's been bothering me though. What's been bothering me is that I've been thinking about the nature of love. I think love is a wonderful thing, if not the best of things. There are times I heve really deeply longed to be in love with someone, and be able to share a deep affection. People always say they need outlets for pent up feelings of frustration.What about pent up feelings of love?  Part of me wants to be able to do that, yet the other part of me tends to worry about hurting someone I care about, or ruining a friendship.  Maybe that's why I'm partially afraid to take the first step into something that makes someone meaningful in my life, gain even more meaning to me.  I guess (man I'm saying that a lot) I just believe love shoudn't just be a contact sport. (Hey that came out more poetic than expected! =) )
 

"One side of my eyes see tomorrow, And the other one see yesterday. I hope I could sleep in the cradle of your love, again"
-Yoko Kanno and The Seatbelts "The Real Folk Blues"